A Blast from the past (English)

A Blast from the past

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NOTE: Apart from English (and even then it's questionable, I'm Scottish). These are machine translated in languages I don't read. If they're terrible please contact me.
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Tuesday, 06 August 2024

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This just popped up on Facebook, an old image of me in my office at Microsoft.

Office at Microsoft

A long long time ago in a country far, far away I was a lowly PMII at Microsoft. I was working on the ASP.NET team and was responsible for the release lifecycle of ASP.NET. I was also responsible for the integration of ASP.NET with the broader .NET community.

My passion was web optimization and making things better for developers, I joined just as ASP.NET MVC was being born (and even shared an office with Phil Haack in the months leading up the the beta release). It was an exciting time, I was able to present at a bunch of conferences around Europ and met a ton of passionate people. The old axion of 'never be the smartest person in the room' was never as true as it was at Microsoft.

Unfortunately I was also deeply unhappy at this point; I'd yet to find the right treatment for depression. I was working 60-70 hours a week and was under a lot of pressure to deliver. I was also in a very toxic relationship at the time and was struggling with my mental health as a result. It wasn't long after this that I left Microsoft and moved to the UK to start a new life.

It was a huge wrench, this was my dream job and I had worked so hard to get there. But I knew that if I stayed I would end up in a very bad place. I had to make a choice between my career and my health and I chose my health. It was the best decision I ever made.

Working at Microsoft takes a certain type of person, the drive to succeed, the ability to work long hours and the ability to work under pressure. I had all of these things but I also had a lot of other things that I needed to work on. I needed to learn to say no, to set boundaries and to take care of myself. I needed to learn to be kind to myself and to put my health first.

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